Spent most of yesterday cleaning with great intentions to do more. Today, the house is more of a mess than it was yesterday.
Can't catch up with the laundry. It would help if I actually folded it and put it away.
I feel tired, cranky.
The kids are in no mood to straighten up or do chores.
It's a bad mommy day.
These are the days I think of when I talk about being ill-prepared. This TOTALLY isn't the life I planned. It's not that I don't enjoy my kids...I do. It's just that I also enjoy a clean house. I can't help it. I've tried to compromise. I've tried to let it go. I've tried to teach them to do it. I've tried to do it all on my own. I'm still left feeling...depressed.
Why do I feel like money would solve everything? I could just hire housekeeper and we could world-travel on a whim.
But I will NEVER have that kind of money. Ever.
I'm doubting my life choices today. Prayer would be appreciated.
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